50….. Really??

When I began thinking about blogging a huge part of it was because I have so many things going through my head. I assume that it’s because I will be turning 50 in a few months. Thoughts, feelings, concerns, ideas… you name it, it’s in my head.

Now I now that 50 is “just a number” and “the new 40” etc. but well, I’m feeling old. Beat. Tired. Fed up. Yet I still have to be here each day as a wife and mother. These days it just seems so hard to do.

So hold on to your hats folks, I am going to be brutally honest with the (for the lack of a better word) journal posts and just lay it out there. I know I just can’t be the only one.